Monday, August 5, 2013

Semangat.

Assalamualaikum earthlings. Aku rasa lah rasa lah kan rate menulis entry makin naik idea takdelah toss up sangat cuma gatal tangan sikit. Stop selfie stop. This time entry it's more about architecture, again and again. Sometimes, deep down in my heart, i could feel the sense of give up badly kicking in. Almost give up and just terfikir  remain being a pure science student sebab dah biasa adapt the way how pure science students study. This time cuma nak state why I'm sauuu into this architecture? Why?

Kronologi dia macam ni :
Actually i dont even know where this kinda sense datang. First and foremost, time jadi pure science student dulu sekali ngan housemates (jiwa dia ala ala jiwa aku lah sikit) time tengah revise sikit, suddenly things about architecture popped out from our mind! Berangan lah nak kawin ngan architect as yknow male architect is the most-sexiest-creature in the world ahak ahak. And berangan lah nak sambung oversea.Yang tu put aside lah sampingan je. Berlebih je rasa. Klimaksnya camni, kitorang try lah godek-godek sikit surfing about archie ni but more to interior design. Moored to design dalaman yang macam ... Blessed sangat. Time tu terfikir lah macam best je. And kindly thinking why not if we try something yang kita rasa minat instead of having pure science study yang memang dari dulu ... no improvement mungkin. So yes! Kitorang apply balik UPU alhamduliillah the result is positive. Both dapat degree archie but we're having separated-long-distance punya uni. Dia shah alam. Aku Sri Iskandar.

Not to mention, actually the sense of duality also striking in till I have to think more and more whats the best to choose either architecture or meng'abadi'kan diri dalam food biotechnology which wholly about science sebab both memang best!
Aku rasa memang lah prone to food biotechnology. The reason is sebab aku dah biasa adapt pure science mana tak nya since SPM i'm taking pure science till asasi pun pure science lagi. So stress and adaptation pure science tu aku dah hafal.
Kalau architecture plak, memang dia mixed jugak science ni but more wide to dunia luar. As the science and what around us are connected and mixed well to each other. So if I'm taking this, adapt to new situation lah kan. New subject - say hi to design. D-e-s-i-g-n ni lah yang melemahkan jiwa prempuan aku ni like seriously mende ni yang buatkan aku overthinking till less sleep less eat and everything lessen these days. Scared enough if berhenti separuh jalan. I can't even imagine that T.T

The worst is - I can't even decide yet sedangkan the due date for registering dah nak dekat!
Okay sekian.

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